When my loved one awakes, I hold silent until
Her wrapped up body makes me shiver still

Wake up beautiful, faithful and true,
Do not sleep through sunrise in sheltering skies

The waste of my hunger, the sense of a smile
Your breasts in a sea of morning light, small

The smell of a moment, wherein years go by
I wish I had known you all of my life

She makes every moon more radiant than sun

The hunger returns as I touch all around,
But your childlike eyes turn in stone for a while

A sweetness so ugly, throwing love all around;
What can't she find in my willing arms?

Infinite touching in denial and tears,
While ways of a lovesick dog drive me back

A clinging to hands as these hands take a hold
Of sweet soft bloody things wrapped around my soul

She makes every moon more radiant than sun

A love so gentle can not conquer and fall
In a heart or a month, or a decade to come

Heaven cuts fragments from my hell
And sells them as jewels whenevr she can

I think of tearing mouths that kissed
Nothing, heaven or hell, makes me cold as you

She makes every moon more radiant than sun

First is my name (gone);
under the falling night
second come the staring eyes
that follow me
throughout the dark
Only a single thought afloat -here in my head-
I feel the waves
heaving with the sleep I cannot catch

Bodies, torn,
jammed between boards and waves
slowly taken by
the depths of the calling sea
until only the salt,
dark and slow,
crawls through their veins

My Lord, I cannot feel
your presence on this sea
and all hands slowly turn to murderous rage

My Lord, I cannot hear you
My Lord, I cannot feel you
My Lord, I cannot see your hands at this wheel

A man's cry
drowns in the waves
and I am the devil,
the pain they find

No horizon, we all will go down;
into the dark eye,
long before morning

Daylight comes as daylight goes,
burning in the heart as the fire starts slow
This tearing hide, departing from honour and from bloomz
Daylight comes as daylight goes

Dalight clings as daylight falls,
right across the heart as the pain starts slow
Nude flanks show the pale blue veins wherein darkness crawls
Dalight clings as daylight falls

Life: dark and cruel
Words tearing down life

Fear,
Fear,
Fear brings the days down

Daylight holds as daylight fades,
dawning on the hours as the mind starts slow:
Creating the world over and over from the flames
Daylight holds as daylight fades

Daylight brings as daylight calls,
a flight of crown and king as the sickness grows
Tearing the mind while the strength keeps pushing
back and forth
Daylight brings as daylight calls

Stars; wishing for a kind
sleep, masking the scars

Fear,
Fear,
Fear brings the days down

Houston, I'm calling;
Light years have fallen
and all that remains is silence and wake
Houston, I'm calling

Houston, I'm praying
All my devils are fading
for so close to God, nothing's the same
Houston, I'm praying

Houston, I'm changing
Houston, I'm sailing
close to God than ever before
Houston, I'm changing

Houston, I'm waiting:
Fear is now changing
and all that remains is courage and faith
Houston, I'm waiting

Houston, I'm falling,
my nightmares are wavering
Weaning away from trouble and pain,
Houston, I'm falling

Houston, I'm leaving
Houston, I'm floating
up to the stars, my stairway to God
Houston, Im leaving

Black lake:
dark moon, climbing,
crossing the water
Where do the black swans go that swim here?
My shadow is but a silence here

The dimmest light us darkened by
slowly rustling leaves,
my mind is a swan lake of sorrow

For this sould is black and full of dark advice;
Strange words of sleeping time

Same lake, a decade, same man,
crossing the water
All white, a winter's night
and old claws that rip the skin
All thorns and damaged
people make dangerous hands; I am
but expressionless silence

This is the silence of the darkest/blackest souls;
Soon swans will start to fly
This is the silence of the blackest/darkest souls;
Soon the last swan will be gone

New day, at dawn
I walk down streets
When passing people
I raise my head:

Faces grim as the day they were born;
My shadow long and their faces turned
I find no shelter
from their claws
for this is the danger
you bore me to,
mother

And no fear of mine
can conceive
the secret that they keep

She,
she cuts a hole in the days, sometimes
she makes me blinder than
any night of darkness can
She brings all the silence gone,
she brings the words inside

She,
she's all my world all the time
She binds this life
when all of the chaos has slipped away
She makes fear go away
She'll tear apart my heart again

Making my wish take on the lines of her face,
making all doubts fade;
She is the one that changes fate

She,
she wakes the morning and sometimes
she brings me home
and tells me to pick up my life again
She makes the time go away
She changes all the hours into coldest days
She takes the splendour
of her treasures down so deep
She makes all devils and love hide
She feels so much colder now
Still she tis the promises down,
down to this life,
my wishes and sails

Watching the waterline change;
She is the sun that brings me rain

She,
she's all my world all the time
She fills the days
and moves through my life like the sun
She is so much larger than
this life,
Water and rain;
this life
all my wishes and shame

Watching the waterline change;
She is the sun that brings me rain

This is how you are:
violet, so fine
while you stand in
need of comfort, hope,
so many, many times

Your eyes have travelled every wall
of this wishing room
You calmly walk along
edges of the same
circle of life

Yet sometimes people start to run
and unite in faith;
Their heads together, secretly
wishing for a glimpse
of the sheltering sky

The calm is gone: a kiss, a warm hold
on a cold day
In rage against the slow and lonely times; melting the ice
cropped on the leaves

But all that's new now
will become of age;
the same old things
will this time burden both
and the common hammer
will descend upon them

And all will go by,
all goes by